A K A L I L I

I dont know how my feelings now. I just really dont know. I feel very lost... And i dont know how long could I bear all of this things. Theres so many bad, sad, worst and stressful things happened in my life right now. I just couldnt face all of this alone. I need you... I know i'll feel better if I pray, stories with Allah but i need someone else too. To support me, gives me strong, comfort me, make me happy and forget all of this even for awhile. But where you go?! Where are you when I need you right now?! Where have you been when I got all of this problems and dont know to who should I find at this time?! Where where where ?!!!! In my mind, right now, I just think you. You who the one can make me feel more better. Please I need some miracle to change all of this thinggy. A miracle that can make you text me, maybe tonight, tomorrow or some others days, i dont know but I hope it will happen. I just can hope for it. Back in time, you had make me a promises that you'll never leave me, you'll hear all my problems, you'll be by my side no matter what status we have at that time. Even after we break and you have another girl. But now where the proof? I need the promises now ! IN THIS TIME ! Plsss im hurt enough. Im not stonger anymore. I need youuuuuuuu...i miss you :'(